Life. It's just that complicated

Life. 

It flys by.

Your birthday has come and gone, now its the dawn of a new day.

Can I have an order of easy with a side of take it slow?

No. 

You're hit with a curveball. STRIKE! You're out!

"Can you not just understand? If I could have it like this, how much easier my life would be!"

"My child, if I give this choice of yours to you, will you look to me in the end when you really need me? Or will you forget that I have a plan for you already? That this plan is far greater than anything you could ever have in mind."

Why are you looking for love

Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North

Life...

I see you walk by like I’m invisible.
My whole life, devoted to you.
No longer will I put myself through this pain. 
You broke my heart without knowing it.
Can you see me?
I’m the one who helped you along every step of the way.
Who sat with you when she dumped you, when she liked you.
I gave you advice. I was there whenever you needed me. Wherever.
Now as I see you grab her hand, I can feel myself getting stronger.
Because you are not for me. 
I am for me. 
One day. There will be someone for me.
But you will never be.

Who are you...

Who are you to say you love me.

Who are you to say you care.

Who are you to call, and ask me, can I come over there?

Who are you to lie.

Who are you to kill.

This heart of mine, inside my chest, aching for a fill.

These are the days we look forward too...<3

1. Rolling down hills and tripping over eachother

2. Drinking pina coladas and getting caught in the snow

3. Shaking hands with cute strangers at YC

4. Meeting our future husbands :P (starfield!!)

5. Planning our jo-bro trip...:( even tho we didn't go

6. Being there in the tough times

7. Loving eachother in the easy months

8. Bird - watching :P <3

9. Star gazing in mexico

10. Playing on a girls softball team and spitting our cat food every where!! meeeooww!! <3

Ever Thine

Ever Mine

Ever Ours

Less than three you <3

Who do I trust. The strong one, or the weak one with no voice, but yet is the strongest.

We all have consciences. Telling us yes or no, good or bad, harmful or helpful. Some say they are just voices inside our heads, most believe that it is the Holy Spirit sent to guide you. 

Have you ever had to decide something for yourself, that may have been one of the hardest decisions of your life? That may have a huge effect on you later in life? Or sooner? 

God gave us a heart to love. To love Him first and foremost, then to use it to love others. But what is love? Is it the love you have for a partner, or for a material of some kind. Is it the love of a mother for her son, or a father for his daughter. Love came from our father. Given to us to use for His glory and power. 

(Read James 1:2-4)

So think about it. Do you love? Who do you love? You're friends, family? How many people do you walk past in the day that need your love, but you don't give it to them, because you don't give them the time of day. Maybe because they're different. But we are given love to use for the whole world. To fill it with God. 

(Read 1 John 4: 7-12 and 19-21)