Wednesday, January 13, 2010

A belt of Uncertainty.

I'm not sure.
What to think. Or where to go.
Where to hide. Or what to say.

God, this can't truly be this difficult can it?
I see what I'm learning. Patience. Honesty.
But even though, all that I want to see, is you.
Where I want to be, is in your arms.

What I want to see, are those blue eyes, smiling down at me.
That sweater you wear. The way you laugh, at my incompetent jokes, or attempts we shall call them.
I wish with all that I am, for this to be real.
For what I've been told, the stories I've begun to unfold.

For this fairy tale, to take me away.
I've got a King. I am His daughter.
But one day, the Princess, must find someone right? The King, must give her the Prince.

God, please let this be it.
Please, let this be the time it all changes.

God, give me the strength . To accept what I cannot render, or change.
And to accept, that you've got a plan. And I'll never be able to render that one.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

The only exception.

Have I ever told you.
Darling, you are. The only exception.

You've got the eyes.
And I've got the lies. Let's hold this together.
Hold back words. It's been forever.

This is a lovely hand to hold.
The weather, it's oh so cold.
All this feels like nonsense.

Am I losing my conscience?

This nightmare,
will it really unfold?

I can't stand this.
I hate the way I feel, I feel tonight.
This just isn't right.

You've got the eyes.
And I've got the lies.

Let's hold this together.
Hold back words. It's been forever. Please. Don't hold back.
All that's about to make me crack.

Just tell me,
all you've ever wanted to.
Because as of now.
There's no reason not to.

And you've got the eyes.
And I've got the lies.

Let's hold this together.
And let's not hold back these words.
It's been forever.

Darling, you are. The only exception.




It's worth the call.

Dear Three rounds and a fourth.

It's not that hard to see. That I like you, and you like me.
So stop making me wait.
Come on over.
Don't be afraid to jump.
I'll take your hand.

Sincerely,
Dreamer with a card.