That last step I took.
Fully over.
But now I'm back again.
Falling harder than ever.
Can you hear me?
I wish I could erase those things...
Like those white boards, in those rooms where I was meant to become clever.
Regret.
Why can't you see.
This is how I want it to be.
Failure.
Everytime I turn.
I lose each and every key.
Without.
There's this lacking emptiness inside me.
The darkness, taking a quick look.
Unbreakable.
Was what I thought I was.
Now it's all I wish to be.
Losing breath.
Can't do this on my own.
It steals me like a crook.
Redemption.
I don't deserve you.
I shut you out, shoving you to the sidelines to watch my wrongdoings, and bad choices.
You still want me.
Please come for me.
I am to weak to run. To weak to hide. To weak to even breathe anymore.
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