Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tonight, I love you. Tomorrow...

Love, it's OVER RATED.
But I just can't help but wonder. Why didn't we. After that bus ride, that long grueling bus ride. Things had blossomed. This was going to be something more. Something amazing.
It started off slow, and it seemed pretty right. But you didn't know me. And I was going to run. Run into the night.
I ran, ran away. But now, regretting I ever turned to stray. We worked so well, everyone could tell. But why did I have to make that one last mistake.
Now, I think about it, more and more. Wondering, why did I ever WALK OUT THAT DOOR.
You told me I had beautiful eyes. Everything I said, those days I ran. They were only silly little LIES.
Now we talk, now we walk. But you're not in front of me.
I miss you. Knowing you were there to comfort me. Knowing we had something going, you see.
So now, every time I see you. My heart still skips a beat. But I know I've lost you for good. I wish I knew what you thought. Every time we were around. When our eyes met, you know there's things I regret. Regret of thinking I could have you. Regret of thinking I was good enough. Regret of losing you.
But there's a twist. A grueling twist. I've got a close one. A drama filled friend. She see's you too. And is hurt, oh so true. And yet it was possible for me to over look that. And pick you, out of the few in that hat. I wish you would admit, that you know what you did. The pain you've put her through, the tears she's cried, OH SO TRUE. 

But now you've changed. I know you can see it. I just don't know how to treat it. You were so different before, now what made you and change to the core. I miss who you were. The one I once knew. And I know, it's still under you. But know that I've hurt you too. Your heart is under real lock down. It's secure and tight. I hate knowing what I did, and what I didn't do. So let me ask you a question. You like to take chances, you took a chance on me. And now, I'm barely one you see. So maybe, I'll take a chance too, and maybe one day, I'll have you. But for now, I'll take that leap, soaring over the gap of yesterday and been here before. I'm not going to promise, that I'll always hold back. If so, I'll be stuck on this unending railroad track.

So know.
That tonight I love you.
And tomorrow...
Well tomorrow I'll still keep it true.

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