What a mess, this thing called Life.

Life.
It has it's ups and downs, but that's no reason, to stop living. That's no reason to stop loving the Lord your God.
So don't do it, and if you are. STOP. Because you won't like who you become.

I'm sick of living like this. Subject to whatever. This isn't me. I'm stronger than that.
I haven't been seeking. Desiring the Lord. You'd think that after eight weeks at a summer camp, where that's all they teach you and help you to do, I'd be a little better at it. But I'm not. I let things get in the way. I let boys, school, my struggles.

All get in the way.

But that's not who I am. I'm a beautiful girl, made in His image. He's created me for a purpose. A purpose I was throwing away, because I was mad. Upset. Pissed off.

And some how, He's still got that amazingly graceful, redeeming heart. For me. For you and me.

Oh you fill those who are empty
And rescue those in the valley
And through it all you calm my soul
Oh now you find me in my weakness
And heal the wounds of my heartache
And I worship you in spirit and truth

He's found me, in my weakest, most pathetic moments, and has healed my heartache. He's rescued me from the valley. And I praise him in spirit and truth.

I'm coming back.. <3